Monday, 20 July 2009

• When it's over?

  
  My boyfriend and I had a beautiful relationship. Then, things got a little boring between us... and our relationship was all about routines. So, he started treating me badly, yelling at me all the time... and giving me bad looks...
  Despite of all this, I was still in love and I cared a lot about him because he was having a terrible time with his family.
  
  One day, we had a terrible fight and he went to the beach for 3 days with his friends... when he came back, he told me that he cheated on me ....and then he left.
  The next day he returned crying like a baby and he told me to get back together, that I was the love of his life, that he wanted to marry me and bla bla bla.....
  Of course I said NO. I told him to go straight to hell......
  
  One week later, I wanted to give him a chance, but ... his argument was that "there was a reason why he cheated on me" and it was because he didn't love me anymore. Uh oh...... it really hurt
  
  It's been 4 months since that day and I was 80% over him...................................BUT 2 weeks ago he called me ... to know how I was and he also said something like " I'm not getting used to this... " like he was having a bad time alone.
  This damn call made all my anxiety emerge again and now I cannot stop thinking about him!
  I don't know what to do, he never called again .... and I wonder why.
  
  SO, what should I do? Should I call him? I mean, what do I have to lose? He REALLY is a good boy, everybody has a good concept about him, I think that we are human and we all can make mistakes so that's why I already forgave him.
  
  

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